I think I've completely stopped paying attention in class because I honestly don't understand a word any of my professors are saying. I am so far behind I may never catch up. I am growing steadily more certain that it may be time to find a new major. I am plainly not good enough for this one. I guess I'll just have to see if this quarter kills me. I've already had to drop one class. I'm doing badly in the rest. I'm presently staring at the blank page that is my thermodynamics homework. I don't know how to do a single problem.
I am so incredibly fucked I don't know what to do with myself. Welcome to intellectual suicide. Switching majors after more than a year feels too much like copping out. Maybe I can move to Clifton and get in-state tuition here for something other than engineering. Our teacher's college is outstanding and I may find myself teaching high school history or science or something. "But it's not the fall that hurts; it's when you hit the ground."
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I had to switch majors, and I totally agree with you. I really wish I could have stuck out CS but I just didn't want to anymore. You seem to like UC a lot, you probably should stay there. This place sucks.
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