I think maybe it has something to do with the fact that I am just not a jealous person.
The thought on my mind, by the way, is the discussions I occasionally have about how unimportant faithfulness in relationships is.
But I live that way. I just now connected that with the fact that I don't much care what people think about me. You guys say what you want behind my back. It won't hurt me. You're nice when you see me in person. You invite me into your lives and sometimes your homes and look excited when I mention shindigs. How you treat me to my face is all that matters. Some people spend a lot of time paranoid and wondering what people think of them. They'll freak out because they felt a connection and don't know if they should pursue it. I don't get it.
Ignore the emo music. It doesn't symbolize anything. I just had RealPlayer on shuffle and this song came up. I like this song. Convenient that it's this one, though. They keep saying "Don't you fake it!" and I can't help but agree.
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Now playing: In Fate's Hands - Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
via FoxyTunes
Whatever I say to your face is what I say when you're not around.
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