'Cause everybody's changing and I don't feel the same.
I had a good night. Cleaned up the basement today. Gotta clean it up again. Didn't get my hair cut. Went to NKU and watched Pirates. Even for a porno it was cheesy. My god. "Keep coming, ass pirates!" "I'm the best Piratunter in the world!" He said "pirate" funny.
The whole ride back to her house Kaitlin looked like she was about to cry.
After the porno Sarah up and vanished and then continued to text Meagan until after 4. The music was weirder faster and I think I got mindfucked by the visualizations.
It's after 4 and my brain is fried. Sleep can only help. I have two days left. The last two days of my last summer break ever. I die inside every time I think about it. Ha. As if I haven't felt dead for years...
Maybe if I try a little harder somebody will make sure I'm alive again. [starts singing the song chunk from the previous post] You know what that means, "'cause Lord knows..."
[shrug] I've been told I'm not very good at it but it doesn't really matter how bad you are at something you never do.
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Now playing: Everybody's Changing - Keane
via FoxyTunes
sounds like somebody needs a hug
ReplyDeleteI'm over it. Those moods only last about two hours.
ReplyDeletebah mood swings. cameron, are you pregnant? because that's what happens when you're knocked up...massive mood swings man.
ReplyDeleteThese are very mild mood swings. You have to take into account that a lonely mood for me is just shy of normal for anyone else. Robots have more intense emotions than I do.
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