The Battle of Who Could Care Less

Figure I should warn you guys - this one's kinda emo. Well emo for me. Not saying much with that. If you're gonna comment on it do it via IM please. I'm fine posting this but I don't want to have public conversations about it. I'm gonna block comments on this post only if it's possible.

So far as holidays go, this one kinda sucked. School school school followed by an alright party. Guess it went as well as I expected, though. Between the two I hung with Trish and smoked a little. I'm not sure why; the shit does nothing for me. Got my hands on a fuckton of music. That's pretty cool. Didn't accomplish one of the goals. Didn't even bother trying, despite the advice of the people who know about said goal.

Big surprise there. I never follow through with shit. I just tell people about it because I'm a little wasted and know I'll never try anything. You encouraging me does nothing to change that so it's best if you don't bother. People who know what I'm talking about don't need to comment on it here. I have an IM client. I said that before but I really stress it with this subject. People who don't know aren't getting told about it.

But what do I give a fuck for? I think it's time I trained myself to stay silent when I've been drinking. I'd rather not tell people that shit in the future.

I have nine new emails and can't check them because the page won't load. Same thing with Facebook and MySpace. Really doesn't help with the general sense of frustration.

Maybe I just need some sleep. Maybe I don't fuckin' know what I need. I don't even know what I want anymore.
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