It's not any one of you. It's everyone and me. Me for my refusal to make plans for myself, the time of year for finals and finding new jobs, my job for sending me to bed early and getting me up at sunrise, and the various boyfriends for whom so many people violate Rule One (Bros Before Hoes, or a gender-corrected equivalent). It is all of this and none of it and I just felt like bitching.
The problem with being a loner is that you can't reverse your whole lifestyle in a second on the occasion you get tired of being alone.
I've grown quite tired of being alone and I can't do shit about it.
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I'm sorry you're feeling so lonely, Cam. I'm always here and ready for hanging out, and besides when i forget or get held up doing something else, I'm usually willing to hang out. I'm just bad at planning and asking. If it makes you feel better, I don't see Mike much more than the rest of you guys. Text me up sometime though, I get lonely too :)
I think it might just be a phase. Lately I've been feeling like a fifth wheel when I was with people and like no wheel at all when I'm not with people.
I'll get on that, though.
It's funny to find so many people that say they're get lonely so often and yet it seems to take an act of various gods to get them together.
My schedule rarely changes and a number of you have been told it many many times. I'm up for random stuff.
I'm not lonely because I'm not with people. I'm lonely because for some reason I'm not connecting with any of them. This is alone in a crowded place lonely. Like I said, it's probably just a phase and it'll clear up eventually.
Best of luck with it. I still feel alone surrounded by my closest of friends. That's another story entirely. One I'll never fully relate.
It won't be the first trait we share. I imagine it won't be the last either.
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