I've written too many blogs in too short a time, and this one is the most generically emo post I've ever not immediately deleted after I wrote it.
But I've changed moods a lot today. This is one I'll hopefully be deluding myself out of soon. I've had a bit of an epiphany today. I think maybe the reason I'm so happy all the time is because I'm so good at lying to myself that I can say I'm happy and always fall for it. The problem is that the lie stops working when you know it isn't true.
It's taking everything I've got to stay up here. I really want to run to the trunk and ask the bottle of vodka to solve my problems, but I've got more self control and common sense than that. I've never run for booze because I was unhappy and it's not a habit I intend to form.
Everybody's changing and I don't feel the same.
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Now playing: Keane - Everybody's Changing
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