Every New Beginning

Comes from some other beginning's end.
Gold star if you can name the song.
Been a while since I gave a summary post. Here's what's up in the world of Cameron:

Wednesday I went to see "Across the Universe" with Marissa and decided that so long as bad luck didn't fuck me, I'd do what I could to fix things. I'd admit I was wrong. I'd talk to her. I'd try to arrange something in person. I fucked up, and I've been pretending but honestly I've felt like shit the whole week. Unfortunately, we were never online at the same time because I was busy this week. With any luck waiting longer than I had to didn't completely destroy anything we had left, but maybe we can still salvage this. Meagan, I'm sorry. I seriously fucked up. Is there any way I can make it up to you?

As soon as I alienated one friend, I managed to pick another up. I've been losing sleep IMing Dora for the last couple nights. [Sidenote to Brandon - Yep. Friend. No more, no less.] It's really interesting talking to people who aren't aware you're a dick and don't believe you when you tell them. Went to a movie with her and Blair last night. It was a good adventure and despite being up to the retard hours of the night (Again!) I'm feeling okay. Sleeping this little will kill me eventually.

Tomorrow is the run to Stevo's. I know Nikki's in, but I still lack a verdict on Meagan and Sarah. With any luck they'll be in and the grand adventure will work spectacularly. Happy fuckin' birthday, man.